yes..after 4 months apart, he finaly came back..came back into my heart.. i still feel that it's all in a dream...i still cant face to reality that he's back... somehow he promised that those nightmares i had for the past 4 months will nevr happen again...i love u..
so...yesterday,he came to my house...he bought ferrero roche for my mom.. haha after 4 months we finaly meet..i hug him so tight.so tight that he cant breathe..god i miss him like fuck...
however...my heart felt uneasy yesterday..as if im still mad over what had happened...i can forgive him..but how much i've suffered,i can never forget... i still love him though...but those hurtful days can never be erased..soon hopefully..
he was so cute...his hair is still the same...but damn,he became so materialistic.. and he said that i change..."more mature and pweety" hehe...*blush* ooh well in that 4 months my appearance and style did change.. from baggy jeans to skinny jeans..no eye liners to thick eye liners... i became crazy for awhile..but he didnt know that haha..
so we watched 'shooter' and did spend time together..but we did not get horny or wat...the weirdess thing was that the way he looked into my eyes wen we talked,was so deep...he kept on staring into my eyes...haiz..i miss those days... and i can really felt the love of him the way he looked into my eyes...
by the end of the day,hhe had to go..but that day wasnt enough for me...it was really short...and i dont wanna let him go...it was so hard...i sent him till the bus stop, hugged him for like 4 times...tightly..insisting him not to go...we kissed...but it wasnt enough! ergh!
haiz...so i went back home feeling so moody...i didnt know why..i wanto spend more time with him..because i know that the next time we're gonna meet will be like so long....
baby i love u..you are my life..my happiest moment werent complete if you werent by my side....
&profilo
straightfoward.cheery.happy go lucky girl
i dnt judge people
i wanto be a designer one day.
i wanto learn bass.
&ascoltare
+ experiencing new things
+more and more tops!
+ new handphone plz
yes..after 4 months apart, he finaly came back..came back into my heart..